I'd like to

I would like to be myself
When I try I find the hell
I'm not able to understand
Why people ain't get me well

I am stronger than I look
I am deeper than you thought
I am what I am but you
Will never understand It

Bad Life didn't let me a choice
She doesn't get me too
Only one gift She left me
My sister and my mommy

An actor and a liar, to be
Just to not be let alone here

And my voice isn't that good
My thoughts have lost control
My love was misunderstood
My eyes cried out the Moon

And I stare in front of myself
I scream the hell about'em
But what I have inside me
It's just a crying crack-head kid

So Just stop me to think 'bout me
I have more inside to help you
I'm not as egoist as you thought
I'm not as ego as they thought

I'm not as good as I would
And I Lost myself and you too